Monday, March 5, 2012

makes so much sense as an adult.

Oh, the Places You'll Go!

by Dr. Seuss


Congratulations!
Today is your day.
You're off to Great Places!
You're off and away!

You have brains in your head.
You have feet in your shoes
You can steer yourself
any direction you choose.
You're on your own.  And you know what you know.
And YOU are the guy who'll decide where to go.

You'll look up and down streets.  Look 'em over with care.
About some you will say, "I don't choose to go there."
With your head full of brains and your shoes full of feet,
you're too smart to go down any not-so-good street.

And you may not find any
you'll want to go down.
In that case, of course,
you'll head straight out of town.

It's opener there
in the wide open air.

Out there things can happen
and frequently do
to people as brainy
and footsy as you.

And when things start to happen,
don't worry.  Don't stew.
Just go right along.
You'll start happening too.

OH!
THE PLACES YOU'LL GO!

You'll be on your way up!
You'll be seeing great sights!
You'll join the high fliers
who soar to high heights.

You won't lag behind, because you'll have the speed.
You'll pass the whole gang and you'll soon take the lead.
Wherever you fly, you'll be the best of the best.
Wherever you go, you will top all the rest.

Except when you don't
Because, sometimes, you won't.

I'm sorry to say so
but, sadly, it's true
and Hang-ups
can happen to you.

You can get all hung up
in a prickle-ly perch.
And your gang will fly on.
You'll be left in a Lurch.

You'll come down from the Lurch
with an unpleasant bump.
And the chances are, then,
that you'll be in a Slump.

And when you're in a Slump,
you're not in for much fun.
Un-slumping yourself
is not easily done.

You will come to a place where the streets are not marked.
Some windows are lighted.  But mostly they're darked.
A place you could sprain both your elbow and chin!
Do you dare to stay out?  Do you dare to go in?
How much can you lose? How much can you win?

And IF you go in, should you turn left or right...
or right-and-three-quarters? Or, maybe, not quite?
Or go around back and sneak in from behind?
Simple it's not, I'm afraid you will find,
for a mind-maker-upper to make up his mind.

You can get so confused
that you'll start in to race
down long wiggled roads at a break-necking pace
and grind on for miles across weirdish wild space,
headed, I fear, toward a most useless place.
The Waiting Place...

...for people just waiting.
Waiting for a train to go
or a bus to come, or a plane to go
or the mail to come, or the rain to go
or the phone to ring, or the snow to snow
or waiting around for a Yes or a No
or waiting for their hair to grow.
Everyone is just waiting.

Waiting for the fish to bite
or waiting for wind to fly a kite
or waiting around for Friday night
or waiting, perhaps, for their Uncle Jake
or a pot to boil, or a Better Break
or a string of pearls, or a pair of pants
or a wig with curls, or Another Chance.
Everyone is just waiting.

NO!
That's not for you!

Somehow you'll escape
all that waiting and staying.
You'll find the bright places
where Boom Bands are playing.

With banner flip-flapping,
once more you'll ride high!
Ready for anything under the sky.
Ready because you're that kind of a guy!

Oh, the places you'll go! There is fun to be done!
There are points to be scored.  there are games to be won.
And the magical things you can do with that ball
will make you the winning-est winner of all.
Fame!  You'll be famous as famous can be,
with the whole wide world watching you win on TV.

Except when they don't.
Because, sometimes, they won't.

I'm afraid that some times
you'll play lonely games too.
Games you can't win
'cause you'll play against you.

All Alone!
Whether you like it or not,
Alone will be something
you'll be quite a lot.

And when you're alone, there's a very good chance
you'll meet things that scare you right out of your pants.
There are some, down the road between hither and yon,
that can scare you so much you won't want to go on.

But on you will go
though the weather be foul
On you will go
though your enemies prowl
On you will go
though the Hakken-Kraks howl
Onward up many
a frightening creek,
though your arms may get sore
and your sneakers may leak.

On and on you will hike
and I know you'll hike far
and face up to your problems
whatever they are.

You'll get mixed up, of course,
as you already know.
You'll get mixed up
with many strange birds as you go.
So be sure when you step.
Step with care and great tact
and remember that Life's
a Great Balancing Act.
Just never forget to be dexterous and deft.
And never mix up your right foot with your left.

And will you succeed?
Yes! You will, indeed!
(98 and 3/4 percent guaranteed.)

KID, YOU'LL MOVE MOUNTAINS!

So...
be your name Buxbaum or Bixby or Bray
or Mordecai Ali Van Allen O'Shea,
you're off to Great Places!
Today is your day!
Your mountain is waiting.
So...get on your way!
 

Sunday, March 4, 2012

this year.

So far, the year 2012 has not quite been my year. Without exaggerating, it seems as though everything that could go wrong has gone wrong. I have experienced heart break, tragedy, sickness, and rejection and we are only 2 months into the year.  Life keeps throwing me one curve ball after the next, and I have truly been struggling to be happy. Every one keeps telling me that it will get better, and there is something better in store for my future. It is so very hard to see this at times. I don't know why I have had to experience so many trials and hardships, but my new year starts now. I am going to make the most of everything that is thrown at me because I know that through my trials I am made stronger with my Heavenly Father's help. Nothing, or no one will be getting in my way. Happiness is a choice, and I choose to be happy. 


Ezekiel James Carr.

On February 20th, my sister had her sweet little baby... Baby Zeke. He is the most precious little guy ever. I may be biased, but I swear I have the cutest nephews ever.







Tuesday, February 21, 2012

yep.

Saturday, February 18, 2012

hmm..

Today I came to the realization that if I dont get into grad school... it may take a few days to recover. Im sick of waiting.

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

FHE.

Last night I went to a regional FHE in Northridge. I was really excited to go, since I have a few friends in the Northridge 3rd Ward. The FHE was a battle of the sexes... and of course, the GIRLS WON!! It was a fun and competitive night.


Saturday, February 4, 2012

music box.



A few weeks ago, we had Stake Conference. It was a regional conference for the stakes in Southern California. The speakers were all so wonderful, and had very inspiring messages. However, one of the thoughts was amazing, and remains prominent in my thoughts. The speaker told of his daughter. She was shopping for her daughters for a Christmas present and came across beautiful wooden music boxes-- the kind with the ballerina that spins around to a song when the box is opened. She bought two of these, and remembered her nieces birthday party coming up, and bought a smaller box for her niece. When she got home, she showed her youngest daughter the beautiful music box she bought for her niece. Immediately, the youngest daughter broke into tears and said that the music box is just like the one she always wanted. For an hours time the daughter sobbed tears of sadness as the mother tried explaining that the niece would be very sad if she did not get a gift, and that who knows what would happen in the future. The mother smiled because she knew the joy that would come across her daughters face on Christmas morning when she opened an even more beautiful music box than the one that her niece received for her birthday.

We may want things now, and many times we do not understand why we cannot have them at this moment. But just like the music box, our loving Heavenly Father has something greater in store for us. He has a beautiful, and intricate music box waiting for each and every one of us. We just have to be faithful in Him, and keep an eternal perspective, and all things will come together for us.